» Girls Who Speak My Language
One of the first times I ever heard of you was in a brief interview clip. I don't recall the details, but I remember thinking, "This girl is speaking my language."
You were talking about things that mattered to me. You were talking about things that were speaking to me.
So I caught myself wondering, "Who is she? Where is she getting this? Who is she talking to?"
It's not like I was trying to think this stuff. But I was.
I think we are all looking for people who get us. We are all looking for people who speak our language, and with whom we can connect on a deeper level.
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Then I noticed that you were talking to Ariana. And I couldn't help but wonder what you girls might be talking about.
My imagination wouldn't quit.
I could almost see the two of you huddled together in some dimly-lit corner somewhere, talking in hushed girly tones.
This is why I chose this particular image here. Because I can see Ariana's shadow projected behind you.
Well, one of the reasons anyway. There are others. But I don't want to get ahead of myself.
» Today's Indicated Publish Date
I was planning to post this entry on November 22nd ..
.. because this was the day you posted your live performance of Boyfriend at the American Music Awards, where you won New Artist of the Year.
» You are Kicking Such Large Amounts of Ass
Congratulations. I am so proud of you. The music industry is obviously trying to steal you away from the film industry. Who can blame them?
But sometimes I get busy and don't get around to doing the things I want to do. But I could feel something inside working with all the things I wanted to write and how I might arrange them into a coherent narrative.
It's like my inner writer was working with the things I want to say. Sometimes (not always) it happens on its own. I can feel the gears turning, in the background, putting this thing together.
I want to impress you with my writing skills. I want to fan out my peacock feathers for you and strut about on the page, touching you in ways that you did not know were even possible.
» Evoking Ideas of Hushed Intimacy from the Past
Notice how I went back and took today's title from something I had previously written in reference to you and Ariana.
When the idea for this title flew through my brain, I knew right away that this was the title I wanted to use.
I had a number of other titles primed and ready to go, but I could never get clear on any of them until this one came along.
This title puts you and Ariana together .. because of the way the shadow is projected in your video. It makes it seem like Ariana is hiding in your shadow, talking to you. (In hushed girly tones, of course).
» I Bet You Can Feel the Moist Warmth of Her Breath on Your Ear
I bet you are able to feel the warm moistness of her breath on your ear .. as she talks to you in those hush girly tones.
Can't help but wonder how that might make you feel. I saw your reaction when she planted that wet one right on your cheek.
You must admit that she can be such a sneaky little shit sometimes. I actually like that about her.
I bet you like it, too. Heck, I bet you like it even more than I do.
This kiss means something more now that your sexual orientaion has become made public. Since you have come out, so to speak.
It must be a very freeing and liberating thing, no?
When was the last time somebody snuck up on you while you were on camera and planted a moist one right on your cheek? And then scurried off before you realized what had just happened?
It must've been somewhat disorienting. You were like, "Uh, what we just talking about? What's the question again? Where am I? What's my name? Maybe we should take a short break?"
The only thing that exploded for the TNT Boys that night were their minds when she stepped out onto the stage.
I totally get it. She has that quality about her. I titled this entry » Blowing My Mind on a Regular Basis (22 Feb 2022).
» Twelve Twelve
Anyway, today is actually December 12th. Wonder what time it is right now. I'm going to go check real quick. Be right back. Don't go anywhere.
Okay, looks like it's 12:12 on 12/12.
» The Sneaky-Little-Shit Kiss is Also Dated December 12
Oh, look at this. I just went back and fetched that image of her kissing you. Because it is such a cool image.
I cropped it down a tad to focus more closely on the kiss.
And I noticed that the date I have for the image as part of the file name is » 12 Dec 2016.
Oh, that's trippy. Does that sound right? December 12th?
See, for me, this is a trippy coincidence. Jung talked about synchronicity.
It is now already January, 2023 when I am including the sneaky-little-shit kiss here. But the December 12th timestamp has been here the whole time.
I talk to my cousin Patti about shit like this sometimes. I will say, "Cuz, is this not a trippy coincidence?"
She will say, "It's a sign. It's the universe winking at you, confirming that you are on the path of your life."
I admit that it does indeed feel like the universe is confirming that I am writing what I should be writing, and that I writing it at the proper time.
Timing is very important, you know. This is why girls like you, who can execute a complex skillset in a timely fashion are so valuable.
I see you drawing from your drama background.
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To be continued.
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