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» The Smoking Hot Girl with the Most Inviting Look Ever
I was not going to share this next story, because it makes me sound like a big pussy .. but it keeps returning.
[ I have ignored the impulse to share this story .. at least a dozen times. My ego would have none of this kind of story sharing. Veto, veto, veto. But the impulse has become annoyingly persistent. I am getting the message. See if you can see why I wouldnt want to share this story. ]
See .. there are many things, many experiences, many stories from which I can draw here. I have already shared one of these stories.
But the one that I was thinking of .. when I wrote on the previous page about flaring sexuality and "my skin has never felt softer" ..
.. and the one that I thought about when I heard the (inviting) way you sing "Maybe I'll let you on it." the final time .. was this one girl in particular.
And she was sitting at one of the tall tables across the way with a couple of her friends, And these tables have four chairs.
She was sitting on the side of the table closest to me, right next to an empty chair. Her friends were sitting on the side away from me.
I was sitting in a direction facing her and her friends.
And it seems like these kinds of things always happen to me when I am feeling like hammered dog shit. When I am at a low-point. Because life was bending me over and giving it to me good-n-hard. Except the good part was not really so good.
Trust me when I say that I was very much minding my own business. I was sitting alone.
Anyway, I looked up from reading the paper and this girl is looking at me.
She is making full-on, intimate-style eye contact right from the gitgo .. and she is making it look easy.
I wondered how long she had been watching me ..
.. but it surprised me that she did not immediately look away.
And I was kinda waiting for her to look away .. like all the other girls did.
And while I was waiting, I noticed how smoking-hot she was. I am not even gonna try to explain, because this will get me going. And I want to focus on other things here.
But she had the most inviting look I've ever seen a girl give me. I actually saw her drop all her defenses. I dont know if you know what I mean, but it is not a thing that I normally see outside of a bedroom (.. or a backseat).
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