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The Place where Imagination becomes Reality - Page Two

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» Playing Off of Dostoevsky

Girly, this thing that I am building with you .. this dangerous thing .. I can see now that I am going to build this thing right over Dostoevsky.

I am going to use him as a set of patterns to play off of.

I have tons of respect and admiration for the man, for the writer .. but my trajectory into this theme that I am exploring here .. this feels beyond me. Well beyond.

The feeling here is like, "Holy smokes .. look where this thing is going. I would have never thought of this in a million years."

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The Place where Imagination becomes Reality - Page One

[ This entry originated from a page titled » Are We Really in Love .. or Does it Just Feel that Way? (Sept 9, 2017) ]

» A Function of Being in the Right Place at the Right Time?

Dont you feel, sometimes, that these most improbable of things seem to be very much a function of » being in the right place at the right time?

» The Eddie Glenn Story

Remind me, girly, to tell you the Eddie Glenn story .. which is a story about being in the exact-right place at the exact-right time.

The Eddie Glenn story actually ties into what I was telling Selena .. how you need to keep doing the work .. toward personal growth .. even when it is difficult.

And even when you can't see any immediate advantage to doing so.

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» When Justice Comes Out Perverted

But notice how the context of where God told the prophet Habakkuk to "Write the vision, and make it plain." is that Habakkuk had first cried out and complained to God that » "The law is being ignored. Justice is never upheld. The wicked surround the righteous, and justice » comes out perverted."

I do not know exactly what kind of society Habakkuk found himself in there, but I bet that the wealthy and the powerful of his day could do whatever the fuck they liked ..

.. no matter how much harm and pain and suffering they caused for so many people, and the "Justice" of his day did nothing to punish them, nothing to hold them accountable for their actions.

Au contraire .. you gave them billions and billions of dollars. You actually rewarded them. You rewarded their bad behavior. You made up excuses for them and you used these excuses to reward their bad behavior.

Now, are you really somehow not expecting them to do it again? After you have classically conditioned them to do exactly that?

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[ Note » this entry originated from another page. ]

I have actually been working on this other entry the last few days .. chronicling the end of the world. It's already at four full pages. And Page Two could easily be broken into two full pages. (Now done.)

Mad Max Fury Road

It's not as easy to chronicle the end of the world as I had imagined it would be. It is proving to be far more difficult.

It will require more than just a page or two. A lot more.

I cannot work for very long on stuff like that .. chronicling the end of all things. That's why I like to take a break from that and come over here and flirt with you.

In this way, girly .. you are like my respite from the ugliness of the world. (I'm sure that Julie knows exactly what I mean.)

» The Prophets were Seeking to Know

I was reading this thing recently that Peter wrote .. where he talks about how (in v10 & 11) the prophets were » "seeking to know what person or time...".

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» Post-Addendum Addendum

June 19, 2016 » I know better than to check your twitter or your instagram .. but I did catch your interview in Japan. (YouTube has figured out that I like you.)

I heard a voice saying, "Dude, this girl is obviously all-in. I dont know why you keep underestimating her."

Have I been underestimating you? (It hardly seems possible.) Am I going to have to up my game yet again?

(I got your pajamas right here, girly .. your writing pajamas .. right next to my own honest body of work.)

That is the sparkliest choker I have ever seen. It was kinda hypnotizing me .. the black outfit and that amazingly sparkly choker.

I like that choker. My new favorite.

I would chew that thing right off your neck .. and spit the diamonds onto the floor. (Right onto the pillows.)

Then I would let your know exactly how I felt about beautiful, sexy, dangerous, powerful, influential, Illuminati Ninja Princesses who wrap sparkly things around their throats.

And I'm sure that this would take some time. (Why hurry?)

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Flirting with Danger - Addendum Part Four

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» The Nation's Deadliest Mass Shooting Massacre at Pulse in Orlando

Oh, look at this. Didnt I tell you that John Oliver kicks ass? What awareness and perspective and courage.

Dipshit .. that was the right word to use. I saw what Glenn said, too. I like how the Times puts real faces to the massacre.

I would imagine that you are feeling this in a personal sort of way.

Did you notice the word that Obama used? I'm sure it's just a coincidence.

More danger coming from Gundlach and from Neil and from Britain. And I couldnt help but notice David's choice of topic to write on.

[ It's hard to keep these kinds of things secret. Some people see right thru the facade. Julie is totally on to us. Maybe even the whole editorial board. ]

When I first heard about this story .. I thought about how I was repeatedly trying not to use the shooting analogy .. because it bothered me. (On a personal level.)

But I could not get clear on an alternative analogy. Not even close. That was definitely the right analogy to use. (For me.)

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Flirting with Danger - Addendum Part Three

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» Abbe May is Definitely Flirting .. Yes, I'm Certain

Update June 12, 2016 - Oh, look at Abbe May. She is definitely flirting. Yes, I'm certain.

I love the way that the cat complements the video .. natural, elegant, feline. I've never heard of her before. Have you?

» The Young Co-Worker Who I Severely Underestimated

She actually reminds me of somebody. This girl who blew my mind. I invited her over and she came wearing a dang trenchcoat and boots. (And that was it.)

She was aggressive. Fearless. I had never had sex with anyone like that before. I am too much for some girls .. but not this one. Not hardly.

Even the wildest guy is not gonna out-wild this girl. I would have liked to explore more with her, but she was .. uh, I probably shouldnt say any more.

But the easy sensuousness that you see in this video .. reminded me of her. The fearless sensuousness.

Even the neighbors, afterwards, were asking me about her .. a little warily, I might add.

I worked with this girl. I normally dont like to date girls that I work with, because, if it doesnt work out, then you are left with an awkward situation. (Or worse.)

But she was so easy to get along with .. fun, playful, carefree. But most of all, she was game.

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Flirting with Danger - Addendum Part Two

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» Sent Home Because Her Dress Was Too Short

I am going to tell you how this performance reminded me of my first girlfriend, in sixth grade .. who had just transferred here from Italy. Her english was decent.

And this was the first year of middle school .. so now we have kids from all over the whole town .. and not just from my little end of the town.

I wasnt going to tell this, but it keeps returning .. as tho it wants to be told. Persistent.

But my punch line is that she was sent home from school .. for wearing a scandalously short dress one Friday.

A beautiful little dress .. sort of a body-hugging thing that seemed to grab her butt. She was downright stunning and more womanly than girly.

» How Can You Possibly Compete When You Can't Even Breathe?

She took my breath away wearing that little thing. And I most certainly did not feel up to the challenge. Not hardly. I mean, how can you possibly compete .. if you cant even breathe?

Such a thing had never happened before, far as I recall .. a girl being sent home because her dress was too short. I certainly had never heard of such a thing.

Later she said, "I just wanted to look pretty for you." (with her cute, little Italian accent).

» Write Me a Love Letter

She always wanted me to write love letters to her and tell her how I felt about her. I must've written her 100 love letters.

I know what you're thinking » "Obviously time well spent."

Even the eighth graders were jealous.

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Flirting with Danger - Addendum Part One

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Ariana sings live on Good Morning America in New York on May 20, 2016I saw you on GMA release day.

I see that you are feeling me. You are feeling my energy.

(I look good on you. You wear me well.)

And the things you are doing with it .. with my energy. You touch my soul.

You are obviously feeling good.

You actually look like you are in love.

You look so amazingly happy .. like every cell in your body is happy.

That makes me feel so good .. you cannot imagine. (Or maybe you can.)

See .. some girls I am good for. I am trying to learn the difference .. which ones I am good for, and which ones I am not.

I loved the GMA choker.

» Working Well for Me

I dont mind telling you .. that this is working for me. Working well. This thing we have .. this secret thing.

Already we are a good team. (Same-same, two-of-a-kind. You know.)

Didnt I tell you that writers and singers go well together? .. like peanut butter and jelly? (I'm pretty sure I did.)

On a walk earlier today, a voice said, "Dude, you got it bad for this girl."

I said, "Are you trying to tell me something that I dont already know?"

Another voice said, "She's got a whole pack of ninjas .. helping her to kick your ass. So you shouldnt feel too bad."

Lauren is GMA. (Sometimes, at least.) Did you see Lauren? Speaking of having it bad. (Guys always hate it when their girlfriends get together and compare notes.)

She has some of the best socials skills I've seen. I bet she is very easy to be with. I'm sure she is.

I've been with her myself a few times .. you know. Maybe even more than a few. (Totally scandalous, I know.)

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Flirting with Danger - Page Ten

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» I Invite You to Have Your Way with Me

Fifth Harmony - Write On MeOh, look .. do you think these Fifth Harmony girls are coming on to me?

Because it sure feels like it.

I like them. Who does not like Fifth Harmony? Not possible.

From the right and from the left. You know. (And maybe even a few places in between.)

These girls are singers singing a song specifically written to a writer. Obviously talented singers.

They are singing to a writer .. who is writing AS a writer .. inviting him to have his way with them. So to speak. (Like I am having my way with you.) Urging him. Enticing him. Luring him.

They are touching themselves and not being shy about it, either. Has such a thing ever happened before? I am pretty sure that I would have remembered a song like that.

So many songs have been written over the years .. about so many things. Surely such a song must have been written before .. sung before. No?

That was clever how they did the video in black-n-white .. the color palette of ink on paper. They certainly seem to be feeling it. They are having fun.

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