Playing Psycho-Erotic Games with Kick-Ass Boss-Chicks Who Desire to Dominate

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» Experimenting with Different (Challenging) Topics and Techniques

When I talk about experimenting with my writing .. with different topics .. with challenging topics .. with seemingly impossible topics ..

.. and by experimenting with different techniques .. this here (Mia the Player of Erotic Games) this is exactly the type of thing that I am talking about.

» Anne Rice Speaks to Such Diverse Aspects of the Moral Spectrum

I feel compelled to mention here .. where I talk about both reading erotica and writing erotica .. I feel compelled to mention that Anne Rice wrote Christian literature ..

.. in addition to the erotica that she wrote, and of course.the gothic vampire tales that made her a best-selling author.

Normally I wouldnt expect the same person to pursue such different realms. Perhaps she was seeking a sense of balance .. some sort of harmony perhaps.

» The Countless Striking Parallels and Matching Patterns Between Scripture and Themes Embraced by Dominant Women

The reason, perhaps, why I feel compelled to mention this here .. is because I have noticed countless parallels .. between christian theology and the psycho-erotica that dominant, kick-ass woman bring to your world .. and to your experience of your world.

I hesitate to mention even a single parallel .. because I can see how easy in would be to fall into such a thing .. exploring these parallels.

Except to say that I have already gleaned insights and a greater degree of understanding about certain aspects of theology .. by exploring these psycho-erotic realms of dominance and submission. I find this somewhat trippy, and I should say no more.

Or perhaps I simply saw further, or more clearly, into insights that I already had.

Suffice to say that I am well-familiar with the dynamics associated with dominance and submission .. which involve the play of power and authority. Certainly more than your average bloke.

» The Moral Responsibility that Accompanies Being Uniquely Positioned to Speak to an Injustice

As a writer of words .. one of the things I evaluate when considering whether or not to write about a certain thing, or on a certain topic ..

One of the key, primary factors in my admittedly unconventional decision-making apparatus here .. is whether I happen to be uniquely positioned to speak to such things.

When I feel this thing .. this thing that tells me that this is something that only I can write .. this thing has a powerful gravity that pulls hard on me.

If you are uniquely position to speak to some injustice .. does this not imply a moral responsibility? (Take your time with that one.)

I had such a feeling with Dove .. that there were things here that I could speak to .. in a unque way.

I know that you think I just wanted to flirt with a young, sexy singer .. who I could play for a lolita-type. But there was more to it than that.

I can't help but wonder if a girl who enjoyed my love-letter to Dove .. I wonder what they might think about the idea of me continuing to explore further this direction right here.

I wonder if there exists some sort of subterranean link between the two. Because they both share a similar pattern .. in my life.

» Powerful Ancient Forces and Authorities at Play in the Realms of Gods and Kings

These are no easy things to explore. There are very powerful forces at play in these domains .. ancient forces, which demand a degree of respect. A large degree.

Dominance and submission. Boss and underling. Ruler and subject. Landowner and serf. Pharoah and slave. Chief and indian. I could certainly continue along these lines.

But my point is simply to say that such things are so deeply ingrained into our lives, and into our experience of reality, and that they are so pervasive from the moment we are born, that they actually seem to fade into the background of our experience of life.

Such things are like white-noise that you hear, yet doesnt register on your consciousness experience .. because you have more important things to think about. Or perhaps more entertaining things.

Everybody is familiar with both the experience of dominance (as a boss, perhaps) and the experience of submission.

Who has not been an employee and been told what to do and when to do it and how to do it?

Who has not felt like their whole life would fall apart if their employer were to become dissatisfied with your performance?

Who has not desired to please their employer and make them happy? .. whether that employer, their boss, happens to be male or female.

I am not talking about brown-nosing. I am talking about demonstrating a high degree of professional competence .. even when you might be working in an environment that is run in a way that leaves something to be desired.

» Spiritual Patterns that Match Remarkably Well with the Concepts of Complete Submission and Total Obedience

I hesitate to mention it, because it would be too easy to get carried away here and fall into an enormous rabbit hole.

I am not prepared right now to delve into and explore such a rabbit hole .. but I can feel the pull of gravity drawing me in this direction. Compelling me.

I am speaking here of the many patterns that match .. when you compare-n-contrast the key themes found in an honest study of the scriptures .. with those that form the foundational patterns that are embraced and employed and presented by these dominant erotic mind-fucking woman .. who make you feel so good.

And I have explored a small, but representative samplings of the wares than these women offer .. often while I am wondering, "How the fuck is she doing that? This feels more real than real. I can barely handle it. This is a good trick. My balls are on fire. Why is this having this effect on me. She definitely has my full-n-undivided attention right now .. right in the palm of her hand .. massaging me. I did not know that such women even existed. It might take me a while to figure her out .. but I am interested already. I am downright fascinated. Any woman who can make my balls feel like they are on fire .. she has my attention. But she has never seen anything the likes of me before."

These women say things to you such as:

"I am taking control of your mind for a little while. You want me to do this, right? I mean, this is the reason why you are here. I dont sell burgers or fries. No coffee here. Nothing like that. I am going to take full-and-complete control of your mind right now, where I will systematically and erotically install the most wonderfully pleasurable triggers that are so far beyond anything you could ever possibly image. Erotic pleasure is my middle name. I know that this might sound like hyperbole .. but trust me, it's not. You'll see what I mean. This is what I do. This is my thing. My thing is not for everybody .. nor is it intended to be. My thing is only for a special type of person .. for a certain caliber of man .. who has the balls to rise to accept my erotic challenge .. with complete abandon. Because you have never met anything the likes of me before .. or maybe you have. Maybe you have met one of my girlfriends. I have a lot of girlfriends who would like to play with you in the worst way. They are so jealous me right now .. for what I am about to do with you, to you, for you, on you, in you .. deep inside you. Just saying the words throws a part of me into a frenzy .. a part that wants to have at you and make you mine. Make you crave me on the regular. I'm afraid that there is really only one way for me to ascertain the scope and dimensions and status of your skillset. Because I might have to teach you new skills. New tricks. It will take me some time, so be patient. Work with me as I work with you. Stay with me. Trust me to do what I say I will do. Because I want to get to know you .. in an intimate and primal sort of way. I want to see what you are really made of .. down deep inside .. when you are naked and vulnerable and depending on me for everything .. including your next thought and even your next breath. You love it when I take full-n-complete control like this .. admit it. I know that you love this feeling because I know you even better than you know yourself. I am going to teach you all about yourself. You are going to love the way that I teach you about your true self. Say that you love the way I am making you feel right now. Tell me that you love this feeling. Tell me now. Because I love it, too. When I am done reprogramming you, done rebuilding you, and done upgrading you, and making you a much-improved version of your current self .. you will eventually come to the place where you completely submit to me and surrender to me and instantly obey my every instruction without the slightest hesitation, as if automatically programmed to respond this way .. to the point that you begin to anticipate my next impulse even before I do .. because pleasing me pleases you. When I feel good, you feel good. You want to please me, right?"

I may have gotten a little carried away there .. but you feel me. You feel the flavor of the outline that I am trying to present.

Perhaps I can satisfy this compulsion by distilling down the many matching patterns by pointing out a simple, representative observation from my unique vantage point.

And here I would say that you could probably boil down the entire book of scripture into an idea represented by the following passage which paraphrases things that you find in scripture »

"Listen carefully to everything I say to you .. so that you can do exactly what I tell you to do .. so that I can bless you and make you feel better than you could ever imagine possible. Because if you are not willing to accept my commands and actually do them .. then I will not be able to help you in the ways that I so badly desire to. And I will be disappointed in you .. that you did not have what it takes to please me and make me happy .. by doing what I instruct you to do."

Hopefully you can see the patterns in these two narrated passages .. each theme emphasized to make its salient aspects more prominent.

I may return to this section later in order to set links to different words and phrases .. to deepen each of the patterns presented.

But my sense here .. after an initial exploration of the themes and patterns presented and employed by these dominant, psycho-erotic, mind-fucking mistresses ..

.. is that, if you cannot submit to and obey a woman who is telling you to relax as mach as you possibly can, and lay still and be at total peace with yourself .. so that she can make you feel incredible amounts of pleasure in ways that you did not even know were possible ..

If you cannot submit and obey with these psycho-erotic women .. then you have little chance of being able to obey and comply with the wishes and desires of the Living God Himself ..

.. who will be instructing you to accomplish one seemingly impossible feat after another.

This is a representative perspective regarding my views on these things, this subject .. this point of comparing and contrasting different patterns that I have been exposed to over the years.

Such an observation only makes me want to explore further.

Even though here I am characterizing the general similarities common to all these dominant women .. they are still all unique people .. with their own quirky styles and techniques.

You can't really rate them very well best to worst .. because they each operate in their own domain.

I am starting to get a feel for their individual idiosyncrasies .. their strengths, their styles, the effects that they have on me, and how I feel about each one .. what elements each one seems to bring out in me .. and which aspects of erotic desire each one evokes in me .. arouses in me.

» I Learn More from Aurelia than from Anybody Else

I would probably start with Aurelia .. uh, I mean Ms Alder .. because I am learning more from her than from anybody else.

And she brings a strong sense of moral and ethical principles .. which you obviously need in such things.

And also because Response is the third of Ms Alder's pillars .. coming after Attendance and Action.

She will no doubt feel a pleasant surge of desire shoot through her loins when she reads that last sentence .. if I know her at all .. and I think I do. I feel confident that I do.

But definitely not enough .. not yet, anyway.

One of the things that I like best about her .. is that talks to you about things .. and doesnt just say, "Drop deeper," over and over like some of the other hypnotic audios do.

So her files give you the impression that she knows what she is talking about.

» Closer and Closer Yet Never Quite Arriving

Something about her intrigues me. I can feel my curiosity on full simmer.

I feel like I could tell you all day long what it is that intrigues me .. yet, for some reason, I can't quite put my finger on it.

And I keep exploring more and more .. until I come to the place where I can put my finger on the thing that really-really does it for me.

And although I can feel myself getting closer and closer .. I never seem to actually get there .. to this place .. where I can put my finger on the thing that draws my attention and arouses my curiosity ..

.. while stoking me ever so erotically, while she says, "Keep coming. This is for your own benefit. To make you a better person. To make you more desirable to strong, dominant women who will want to play with you. You're doing great. Keep coming. Come and get this reward that I have waiting here for you. You're such a good boy. You make me so happy. It turns me on so much when you do what I tell you to do."

» What a Lovely Lyrical Voice with an Irresistibly Enchanting Accent

She has this beautiful, seductive, lyrical voice with a distinct accent. She is able to modulate her tone from the sweetest of sweet to the sternest of stern .. and all points between.

She is able to modulate her voice in such a way that it complements her narrative, and the psycho-erotic dynamics operating behind her narrative.

She is able to control her voice and her inflection and her tone and the mood .. in such a way that you can actually f.e.e.l it doing things to you inside.

I mean, this is what all those desire who use their voice professionally and with a desire purpose in mind. But I have never actually felt the effects of a spoken voice in such a deep, strong, and personal way.

She tells you exactly what she is going to do to you. She is very open and plain about her intentions and desires.

"Click off the file," she says, "if you dont want me to do these things to you, and fuck with your mind so exquisitely that you will never be the same .. and make you feel things so overwhelmingly that you will return to me time and again, begging for for more .. craving my stuff in ways that you can't possibly fathom. Not yet, anyway."

In all my listening and sampling and experiencing the wares from a representative sampling .. I can tell you that Ms Alder said the #1 most striking thing that I heard.

I am not going to tell you what this soul-shaking statement was .. because it goes to a place of me that makes me feel vulnerable.

I have, over the years, erected a magnificent investigative and defensive apparatus. I have been developing my defensive skills much more thoroughly in recent years .. since I began being attacked and accused and lied about.

To be honest, I doubt that I wouldve ever developed these skills .. these defensive skills .. if I didnt absolutely need to, have to, must-do or die.

I can play my games with a wide variety of people on countless different levels .. and never even come close to feeling a sense of vulnerability.

Even when it seems like I am being bent over and taking it up the ass on a regular basis from powerful, institutional authorities .. who are obviously biased against me (.. for a number of reasons).

So when Ms Alder said this thing .. and she said it in a way that anticipated that I might find her statement difficult or challenging to believe.

But she said it in such a way, modulated and emphasizing and using the artistic aspects of her voice .. in order to drive home to you that she is 100% serious.

This thing that she said .. it has been working me. It has been talking to me. And it is talking to me from this vulnerable place.

Like I said .. I am not even going to tell you what she said. I am not even going to tell you what file it is contained in. Even that feels too vulnerable.

Let me simply sketch out a rough illustration for you here, and move on from this uncomfortable vulnerable place.

This is kind of how it feels .. it feels like a strong, confident woman .. who can somehow see deep into your soul in ways that you yourself were unaware .. including places that make you feel vulnerable and exposed ..

.. it feels like this woman, who always seems to be a step ahead of you .. no matter how far into the psycho-erotic realm she takes you

.. it feels like she is standing right beside you, talking to you, as she slides her hand down into your pants and grabs hold of your 'nads.

And strokes them slowly and gently. But she can also inflict a large amount of pain without out even trying.

And if she starts squeezing .. you will quickly get feel for this feeling of vulnerability that I am trying to describe .. without sharing with you the source statement itself.

Once you hear these things .. you can never unhear them. You can try to forget what you heard .. but that only seems to make it worse.

This is why I am going to terminate this section on vulnerability right here .. even though I can still feel it working me, and talking to me .. and encouraging me not to be such a big pussy with a girl .. and to stop trying not to think about what she said .. because it challenges me from a place that feels vulnerable.

(And no, Dark Room Denial, which is coming up next, is not the source of my vulnerable feelings regarding Ms Alder's thought-provoking statement.)

» Sucking Me into her Story So Easily and Effortlessly

I was particularly struck by her Dark Room Denial (22 mins) .. perhaps because it was so easy for me imagine myself sitting in her classroom. Or perhaps for some other reason.

I could feel a number of factors working me in a remarkably effective way.

The dark room scene worked very well. The student's waking confusion .. where the listener himself is not sure what is happening at the beginning of the file.

I remember that part working so well that it caught my attention. It felt like I was sucked right into the narrative of the scene .. in a way that I dont think I have experienced before.

Later, as I was walking to the kitchen to fix myself a glass of chocolate milk, I thought, "That kid won't be falling asleep in her class any more."

I wouldve brought a nice, shiny apple for her .. the next time I came to class.

» I Learned Most of What I know about Shot Composition from a Middle-Aged Business Woman I Met in a College Class

I never took a photography class but everybody says that they are one of the best classes to take .. because you use these skills so often. (Unlike say Calculus, for example. I havent taken a derivative or calculate an integral in many years.) 

In my very last college class, which was a vocabulary-building class that studied a number of Greek and Roman words .. the roots of which form many of our English words ..

.. in this class sat a middle-aged professional woman directly in front of me. She was always dressed in business attire. This was a night class .. 7-10 PM.

She was also taking a photography class there and she always had her books and materials and photos with her.

We both usually arrived at class 10 or 15 mins early. And then the professor (a guy) . he would usually show up 5 or 10 mins late. So we have a good chunk of to delve into the theory.

In those 10 or 15 mins, for those 14 or 15 weeks .. I actually learned lots of cool stuff from this lady. She taught most of what I know about things like composition and proportion.

» Does this Photography Class Parallel Qualify as a Curious Coincidence?

I particularly remember that she said how she thought the class was going to be a piece of cake .. but that it was actually a surprisingly difficult class .. where they dinged her photos on the slightest of imperfections.

"This class is requiring a lot more work than I had anticipated," she said, "but I'm learning lots of great stuff."

And this mirrors closely the scenario presented by Ms Alder .. coincidentally. (I wonder what she thinks about this curious coincidence. Her view from a different perspective.)

My point here perhaps is to say that I learned most of what I know about photography in a college class from a smart, attractive, well-spoken business woman .. who just so happened to smell good.

» Better than I Could Do

Anyway .. when I finished listening to and experiencing this file about the photog student who fell asleep in Ms Alder's class .. I thought, "This is better than I could do. She is beyond me."

Here is where I felt my respect for her grow.

Sometimes she says certain words with a heavy Gaelic accent .. or perhaps that is a Scottish accent .. that have the most enchanting effect .. where the notion of a someone from another culture evokes in me a sense of exotic adventure and discovery.

And with a sense of connecting with a beautiful, interesting soul from another land .. who might be able to teach new tricks that I have never seen before. You never know what things you might find in a different culture.

There is a small group of them that are clearly the best .. operating at a significantly higher level that the others. They all have an impressive body of work.

Shibby is definitely included in this group. She is one of my favorites. She has this thing in her voice .. this quality .. that I can feel working me.

I caught myself wondering, "Is she doing that on purpose? Does she know the effect that it has on me?"

It is like an innocent sweetness in her voice that makes me feel comfortable with her and lowers my defenses.

I have caught myself wondering about this aspect of her voice. There is almost a ceryain child-like quality to it. (Sometimes, but not always.)

» Eve's Garden is Where You Find Juicy Erotic Fruit

I have not spent much time at Eve's Garden, but she also has plenty of content.

She is definitely the sweetest of the bunch.

This video has 6 million views. It is the only video listed at that particular channel.

After I got done listening to one of Mia's files, I thought, "Oh, this girl knows exactly what she is doing. There is not a word out of place."

These kinds of reactions make me respect and admire their craft even more.

You need to be secure in your sexuality in order to explore these erotic realms. I have explored my sexuality enough to be confident and secure .. even if I dont fully understand the dynamics operating behind all of these erotic sensations that somehow feel more real than real.

It's always fun to explore new realms that bring you pleasure and make you feel more relaxed and at ease and at peace with yourself.

And if you can find someone to guide you along on your journey .. someone who is well familiar with the path, with the trail .. who knows both the shortcuts to take and the obstacles to avoid .. almost like they are looking down on with careful intention you from the sky above you.

» Much Practical Insight into the Exercise of Power and Authority

I think that one of the reasons why I find myself drawn to, and curious about, these dominant psycho-erotic women .. is because I understand and I am familiar with, in a very practical sense .. the exercise of power and authority.

Pause a moment with me here to consider a statement that struck my consciousness in a curious sort of way .. because of the wisdom and insight it contains. See here:

"It's one of life's more depressing ironies .. that the men who crave power .. are best-fitted to acquire it and least-fitted to exercise it."

Food for thought.

» A Part of Me Sympathizes with Anne Rice

I can feel myself being curious about Anne Rice .. because I do some of the same things myself. The thing inside that compels me to span this spectrum .. this moral spectrum .. as best I am able .. from the satanic to the divine .. always seeking to span this spectrum ever more fully and thoroughly .. this part of me sympathizes with Anne Rice.

Or perhaps the correct word is empathize .. but you feel me.

While watching Interview with a Vampire, with Tom Cruise and Brad Pitt .. I remember thinking, "This is a very engaging story .. it sucks you right in .. like you can't look away."

My dad loved scary movies .. the scarier the better. During the summer vacation months, all the neighborhood kids would come over on Saturday afternoon asking, "Is your dad going to the scary movies tonight?"

Five or six of us used to climb into the back of his pick-up .. heading out to catch the 7PM showing .. of The Abominable Doctor Phibes with Vincent Price .. or whatever happened to be playing that week.

The Exorcist was the scariest movie I have seen. I slept with a night-light on for a week after that.

I no longer care for scary movies very much .. but I am well familiar with the genre.

The Engineer-girl told me (during an intimate moment in bed one evening at her fancy-ass, perfectly manicured resort) .. she told me about a "dark period" in her life, shortly before she met me, where she read many books by Dean Koonz and Stephen King.

.. concluding with, "But I've moved beyond that now. I havent read one of those in a while."

» Employing Some of the Same Techniques

I should return to some of my more erotic writing later .. and compare my style with hers. And see how our techniques match up.

I can see that I already employ some of the same techniques that she does. Perhaps later I will return to comment of some of these techniques.

These are things that I do intuitively. You could probably file these techniques under the general heading of » the Seductive, or the Art of the Flirt, or the Provocative, or even the Sexually Aggressive .. and all the way to Dominant, if necessary.

Sometimes, particularly when I find myself in a creative mood, or an experimental mood .. I will let myself adopt various positions and perspectives .. and I will entertain different desires and different intentions from these different perspectives.

I know that this sounds so abstract, but I simply allow myself access to these imaginary scenarios .. which are almost always based on some real-life experience(s).

And then let I will let this scenario play out in an imaginative sort of way.

» One Small, Erotic Baby-Step at a Time

Mia has this approach, this technique, where she takes you one small step at a time .. echoing back to familiar worlds .. as she continues to take you deeper and deeper .. to erotic places that are simply not able to be described with human words.

(Though this doesnt stop me from trying.)

Whenever I decide to proceed down one of these psycho-erotic paths, which isnt very often .. but whenever I do, it is always very much an intuitive sort-of-thing .. where I tend to follow the writing .. instead of crafting and sculpting a particular message.

» Not Easy to Write this Psycho-Erotic Stuff

I have not spent much time sculpting these erotically-themed pages .. because the writer must actually "go there" in his mind .. in order to extract the essence of the experience .. in order to put this experience into words.

Most of the erotic writing there remains in a raw state .. less massaged and smoothed than I normally go for.

It is not easy to enter such worlds without having them affect you in a strong way.

With challenging topics such as these explorations of psycho-erotic worlds, I endeavor to forge ahead enough to establish a rudimentary port on the erotic island .. to which I can return when and if I am ready to proceed further.

» Go Ahead and Confront Your Darkest Fears .. and Stop Being Such a Big Pussy

Anyway .. dare I go ahead and listen to the whole thing? The track is 30 mins. Oh, man .. a girl can do a lot in your head in 30 minutes.

A girl who has intuitive erotic skills and is able to sense and adapt to you .. she does not not need more than a a few minutes .. before the otherworldly mind-fucking begins. (The good kind of mind-fucking.)

» What Kinds of Places Lie Behind the Erotic Doors that Mia's Key Will Unlock for Me?

Here she is again with a hypno-psycho-erotic track titled » A Deeper Letting Go (March 2018).

Look at the jeweled key in her mouth. That is an excellent use of symbolism and imagery.

Such images stoke the ferocious primal impulses in a dangerous way.

We brave souls are supposed to face and confront our fears .. no? (In order to free ourselves from them.)

"Play my games," says Mia, "if you dare." This is simply another way of saying, "Are you ready for it?"

» It Feels Like She is Talking Directly to Me

Oh, look .. Mia actually says (at t=1:00) "Are you ready? .. to play my game?"

Now my ego is convinced that she read this page and then decided to craft a response.

"She probably couldnt help herself," I can hear my ego saying.

But it feels like she is talking directly to me. It's a little trippy.

One of the coolest comments that I ever heard someone say about a writer .. was said about Dostoevsky .. that his writing somehow spoke different things to different people.

And how so many different types of people felt as though his writing spoke directly to them .. in an intimate and personal way.

There are almost 5 months between the date of this page (3 Sept 2017) and the date of her track (25 Jan 2018). That sounds about right.

Though I admit that my ego has been out-of-control lately .. thanks to you-know-who.

» The Thing that Provokes Me to Respond by Writing

When I feel like someone to speaking directly to me .. this is the thing that makes me want to respond. I can see this now.

Every time that I respond to a song or whatever .. or to the source of that song .. it feels as though the message is being directed in my direction, if not directly at me.

This is the thing that makes the song speak to me on such a personal basis. It seems so obvious now .. that I am surprised that I didnt see this before.

See, Tay .. when you have a cool thing like we have .. people naturally want to get in on the action. They are drawn to the goodness. Who can blame them?

» Embracing a New Kind of Duality

Oh, here she is with a friend, Mistress Scarlett, in a track titled » Duality (3 Sept 2018).

Dont you think, Tay, that this is a curious coincidence? .. that the date of this track is exactly the same as the date of this page?

It is exactly one year later. What are the odds of that? Especially since I am very much about » embracing duality.

» Moved this Psycho-Erotic Section to Its Own Page

I have since lifted and moved this psycho-erotic section to its own page, which I titled » Playing Psycho-Erotic Games with Kick-Ass Boss-Chicks Who Desire to Dominate .. where I can give these girls the intimate attention that they deserve and demand.

The only girl who I have ever described as a boss-chick is the Bank Teller.'

In my homage to Anne Rice, I called my protagonist there » the 'Boss Lady.'

I have dated this page that you are reading now exactly 1-year later (3 Sept 2018) than the source page written to Taylor (3 Sept 2017) .. as a way of acknowledging and calling attention to the pattern-symmetry between Mia and Taylor.

Some artistic-types say that beauty is found in symmetry.

» Hello 2019 .. Begin Countdown to Our Own Roaring Twenties

It shouldnt matter to anyone but me, but I actually posted this page on 3 Jan 2019, which is 4 months before this pre-dated page. I try to keep this psycho-erotic stuff off the front page. Seems only right, no? It feels like I waited until everybody was hungover from the New Year before I slipped in this page under the cover of a summer date, hoping nobody would notice. Nobody except the eyes for whom this is intended. Do you feel like writing done to one specific person is more meaningful? .. than writing that is done to a large audience? I did not even include a link to page about the Surrender Girl (4 June 2016) on the list of archives .. because my balls were not big enough for that. So this page is actually my first new page of 2019. I just recently stumbled upon this stuff. I did not know about this stuff back in September.

The centennial anniversary of women's suffrage here in the US comes next year on August 26th. There's something to celebrate.

Twenty-twenty would make a great year for America to elect our first woman president. I mean, it definitely feels like the time is right .. if not overdue.

Especially after seeing the carnival that this administration has become .. and after watching the republican-controlled congress ram Kavanaugh through .. despite the credible testimony of so many of his early peers.

This became yet another example of rich, old, white men telling women to go fuck themselves.

Carey Mulligan and Meryl Streep starred in a 2015 film titled Suffrage. Very ugly stuff.

So, it seems that a woman-president ii 2020 would make for poetic justice. No?

» I'm Blaming the Whole Thing on Taylor

But the page to Taylor is definitely the right place to in.sert this psycho-erotic section. Plus, the source-page to Taylor was already too big even before I started adding this psycho-erotic stuff.

» Sublimating the Sexual Energy Found in Psycho-Erotica into a Creative Outlet

There is a lot of energy in and behind this psycho-erotic stuff .. so the size can grow rapidly .. particularly when it takes me.

I bet that this dancer here from Tadiksa dance studios knows what I am talking about.

I was struck by this woman's sexuality .. enough to include an image of her here .. in a section where I am talking about sublimating sexual energy into a challenging creative endeavor.

When the writing flow comes along .. you have to get it while it's hot .. if you can. If you can muster what it takes. If you can summon the energy and the focus.

I just try to keep up with the writing flow as best I can for long as I can.

This is why the creative-type is attracted to women who stimulate them sexually .. because then they can then channel that energy into a creative outlet.

The source-energy always affects the ultimate creative output .. in some way or other.

Afterwards I can be drained for days. When I just want to get horizontal and relax.

Hemingway was more of a 'pace-yourself' type-of-writer .. whereas I will try to stay with it for long as I can.

» When Beautiful Creatures Take You to Places that You Did Not Even Know Existed

This is one of the reasons why I was feeling this girl so much. Because she is saying, "Doesnt it feel good to relax like this?"

And I am thinking, "Fuckin' eh right, it does."

It feels downright amazing. It feels way better than I ever imagined it would. It feels so real. Tell me more, Shibby. Tell me more about this, please. Tell me more about this special place that you want to take me to. Because many of my favorite and most memorable experiences came as a result of a girl showing me a place that I had never been to before. Places that I didnt even know existed.

» Sign Me Up

So, you obviously have my attention. Where do I sign up for more of this? I have my favorite pen right here. Listen closely and you'll be able to hear the clicking sound. Taylor knows what I am talking about. I'm not exactly sure how this is happening .. but I know that I like it. I havent felt this relaxed in years. I somehow feel rejuvenated.

I tend to explore the working of imagination more than most people do. I consciously endeavor to explore the full potential of my imagination on a regular basis. Perhaps this is why I was feeling this girl so srongly and so quickly. At one point, I was thinking, "Why do my balls feel like they're on fire?"

This kind of natural, organic flow of writing here, where the mistresses show up on a page written to Taylor .. this makes me wonder about Taylor. In an existential sort of way.

And naturally, once you watch one title by a certain publisher, then YouTube starts recommending other titles by the same and similar content-providers. These girls definitely got me thinking. I can hear them talking to me .. which is why I am writing this here-n-now .. tho I dare not say what things they are saying. Their techniques .. I am learning things already from their techniques .. because I can see how well they are working with me, on me, for me. If I get into trouble with these erotic mistresses .. I'm blaming the whole thing on Taylor.

» Hypnosis is a Collaboration

At t=2:25 in this video [ titled: In Your Secret Garden ] which seems to be a more mild trip, Shibby says, "Hypnosis is a collaboration. It's something we do together .. not something I do to you. It is a dance. We move together and find our rhythm. We dont think about the steps .. we just feel the music and let it take us."

How can a guy resist something like this? Show me the man.

I found her approach thought-provoking. It was definitely working me .. in a seductive sort-of-way.

I was thinking, "Wow .. this girl is good. I can feel it taking me. I am liking everything she is saying. I am agreeing with everything she is saying. Sign me up. Sign me up for more of this relaxing relaxation .. where this girl is saying such nice things to me."

I could feel her working me. I enjoyed this .. especially after other girls have said some horribly nasty things to me and about me.

» Saying Things Like...

Shibby and the others say things like »

"I just want to make you feel good. I want to make you feel better than you have ever felt before. I want to make you feel things that you did not even know were possible. Please let me make you feel better than you have ever felt before. You won't regret it. I promise you. If at anytime you want, you are free to stop the file and return to your world. But you will not do this. Because you want me to take you on a little journey .. to a place that you didnt even know existed. Since I somehow derive my pleasure from your please, I can no longer stop myself from making you feel incredibly incredible. And, if you are still listening, then I am going to assume that you consent to this relaxation and to this pleasure that I am going bring to you, and do for you. I am so glad that you didnt pussy out. I am so glad that you accepted my offer to experience, in ways that you didnt even think possible, to explore what pleasures a dominant woman might bring to you. You dont have to do anything. I am going to do everything. All that I want you to do is to continue breathing and listen to my voice. Follow my voice. You're doing so good. You a real natural. I can hardly believe that this is your first time. You such a natural. This means that I can do more with you. This means that I can take you to more universes. This means that I can give you more please, which gives me more pleasure. You are such a natural. I think that I am feeling something for you .. things that I am not sure I should be feeling. I know that you enjoy very much listening to my voice. I might very well have the best English-speaking voice on the planet right now. At least that's what everybody keeps telling me. I confess that it turns me on .. to take control of a powerful man like yourself .. and to compel him to follow my instructions to the letter. I must insist on compliance. I can't say that I really understand it .. but it clearly turns me on something ferocious. Here is where I will begin to let my dominant side take over. As I do, you will naturally feel me activating your submissive side more and more. I realize that it is no easy task to completely submit a man like you .. and have my way with him .. by whatever whim of desire might happen to take hold of me at the moment .. but you have never met anything the likes of me before. This is why I am going to start you off nice-n-slow. Because I dont want to scare you off. I will begin to active and manipulate your deepest erotic triggers. Heck, I might even stroke them for you. Who knows what erotic things this dominant woman might find bring her the most pleasure? I am experimenting all the time. I continue to amaze myself at how much this turns me on. all the time. I will make you feel such waves of pleasure .. that you won't even be able to handle it. But with proper training, we will gradually expand your capacity to feel pleasure .. in ways that you did not even know were possible. I will make you feel so good that you will start to crave me. You will begin to need me. And that's when I have you. That's when you are all mine. Fuck, I am getting so turned on right now .. just thinking about it. Just imagining what I am going to do to you. Because I can see right away that you have capabilities and previous training that most men dont have. This means that I can take you further than I can take most men. I dont think that I have ever seen anything quite like you before. I hope you are up for the challenge .. because I'm in rare mood right now. Now keep listening to my voice as I begin to let out my dominant side and I begin to assert my control over you. Few things make me so happy and bring me such pleasure. I am going to take you to a universe that you didnt even know existed. We will have the entire universe to ourselves .. just you and me. Nobody else. I promise. I want you all to myself. I dont want to share you with anybody. Can you feel me starting to take over your thoughts? I know you can .. and this turns me on something ferocious. If you let me, I will make you feel things so exquisite that you will want to return to me, again and again, finding me irresistible .. not unlike what a moth might feel when it spies an inviting light in the distance on a cool summer's eve."

I could certainly continue along these lines .. these psycho-erotic lines. But you feel me. You get the gist.

The things that she is describing here are very similar to the way it feels when making love with an inspired lover-girl .. who you trust, and who you know will never intentionally try to hurt you. (Because it is not in her DNA.)

Shibby is obviously talking about hypnosis here .. but it is only too easy for your imagination to take her words, to take her ideas, to take the images that she is painting so expertly for you ..

.. it is only too easy to take these things that she is giving you and run with them. To run with her ideas. To run with her images. Her suggestively erotic images.

You almost can't stop your imagination from sliding into these erotic worlds. Go ahead and try it for yourself and you'll see what I mean.

I can feel this topic, this psycho-erotic topic .. I can feel it drawing out of me things that do not usually enter my conscious mind.

I can feel myself being curious about her techniques and her methods and her objectives and especially the thing that brought her to the psycho-erotic realm.

This would tell me a lot about her. I can feel myself being curious about these girls, these ladies, these erotically dominant creatures. That's not usually a good thing for girls .. when I get curious about them .. about what makes them tick.

These girls have never met anything the likes of me before. (Ariana knows what I am talking about.)

Sometimes, you know, a higher level of competition cab evoke in is a higher degree of performance.

These higher-caliber challenges can be the thing that causes us to dig deeper than we have ever dug before.

I happen to know a thing or two myself about the world of psycho-erotica. I know tricks that these girls have never heard of.

They will be thinking, "Wow .. this guy is good. I can already feel his nice hand sliding down into my panties. How is he doing that? It feels so strong and so real. It's true .. he really does know e.x.a.c.t.l.y how to touch .. just like Ariana said. And he does indeed have nice hands, too. Fuck .. he might have the nicest hands that have ever explored the private area between my legs. It certainly feels that way. I can see why that boss-lady wanted to suck on his fingers. If that were me, I wouldve sucked on them so good that he would never be able to forget it. Every time he saw me, he would think about the time I sucked my pussy juices right off his fingers. I would have sucked them so good that it wouldve sent a surge of electricity down into his balls, and activate primal pleasure sensors that he didnt even know existed. I wouldve mind-fucked him like he's never been mind-fucked before. And he wouldve loved every minute of it, too. I would bring him to a place where he would begin to crave me .. physically, psychologically .. and maybe even emotionally. Because he will learn that I have the thing he has been looking for his whole life. He would never be the same when I was done with him. After me .. the flood. That's what I wouldve been thinking if I were that boss-lady who mind-fucked him in that secret, remote room .. to which she and only she held the key. But it does indeed feel like he has electricity in his fingertips .. just like Ariana said .. electricity that flows into me everywhere he touches me. How does he know exactly how I like to be touched? I dont know how he is doing that .. but I know that I like it. I like it a lot .. maybe even too much. I'm quickly approaching the place where I will no longer care. It feels like he is reading my mind and knows e.x.a.c.t.l.y what craving I might have .. even before I have it. He is somehow able to anticipate my deepest cravings. This feels so fucking good that I think I am becoming addicted to this shit. I can feel something in me craving his touch, more and more. I can feel my whole, entire body surrendering to his touch, inviting his touch, welcoming his tough, embracing his touch, responding to his touch, being consumed by his touch. How long can ke keep this up? How long can he keep touching me exactly how I need to be touched? I am focusing so fully and so completely on his touch .. that it's starting to feel like I can feel nothing else. Except maybe for that stuff running down my thighs like a leaky faucet. I did not even know this was possible. How is he doing that? It feels like I am sucking out of his fingertips the very meaning of life itself. I hope he doesnt stop .. at least, not any time soon. Because I want to suck out even more of that electricity from his fingertips. I want it all. I want everything he has. I am going to drain him dry. I want all of his electricity. It's making me feel stoned and carefree and hurtling toward abandon. Sheer abandon. It's starting to make me feel like a new woman. How can you not crave something that feels this good? I hope he goes slow .. because I want this to last forever .. this feeling of being satisfied to the furthest reaches of my soul. If he teases me with this .. I might lose my mind. I've waited long enough. Take me to Nirvana and take me now. But take me as slowly as you possibly can .. because I want to fully experience every last drop .. of the luscious, warm honey that you are dripping into my mind. That thing you have is so strong that I can only handle a drop at a time. But I know that I would like to work with you, and practice with you, so that I might be able handle more of your stuff .. your wonderful stuff."

And these ladies know all about the hypnotic techniques. So we obviously make a great team.

Maybe not peanut butter-n-jelly .. but a good team nonetheless.

» Employing the Technique of Black-Box Abstraction Found in Programming Technology

In this area of resonating naturally with these erotic hypno ladies, and how we seem to make such a good team ..because we share some of the same values .. and we employ some of the same techniques ..

.. I want to point out .. after I have spent some time analyzing their techniques (.. which are obviously surprisingly effective) ..

.. I can see now that they are employing the technique of » black-box abstraction .. which hearkens from programming technology.

Black box abstraction is a method used to » control complexity. Many programming people consider the SICP book to be the #1 best book ever on the subject of programming.

And the focus of the SICP book is about methods to control complexity. So this suggests to me that gleaning insights into methods to control complexity might provide me with insights on how to better wield more complex and powerful things.

I could easily go into mind-numbing detail .. but my point is simply to say that I can see how these girls are applying the very same principle that is one of my secrets.

» Programming an Association to Deeply Link a Phrase to a Physical Sensation or to an Emotional Response

See .. they will create a file, for example, titled My Sweet Boy .. which is one of a whole library of files.

And when you listen to My Sweet Boy .. she will tell you all about the waves of pleasure, of intense pleasure .. every time you hear her (and only her) say the words, "My sweet boy."

She is associating, in a meaningful way, she is linking the idea of a physical sensation to words that she speaks.

With other files, she links other phrases to other sensations. Before you know it .. she has built for herself a whole library of triggers that she can use as the spirit moves her ..

.. to have her way with you .. in a psycho-erotic, mind-blowing sort of way. Every new file that you listen to .. is going to give her more to work with.

But everybody will not have the same sense of what is and what is not erotic. This is probably why is would be so much more effective .. when the file(s) are tailored (Taylored) special, just for you.

I am sort of musing out loud here, but the fact that they are employing concepts from programming technology .. I find this interesting .. because they are indeed programming you.

They are programming, at a deep, subconscious level .. they are programming an association, a link, between a certain phrase and a physical response. A very pleasurable response.

» Oh, I Love It When She Says that to Me

And it works, too. When I listen to another file, and she says "My sweet boy," .. fuck if a wave of pleasure doesnt run right through me.

I am not trying to feel this. It happens all on its own.  I was thinking, "Oh, I love it when she says that to me. I wish she would say that more often."

She only says it once in a while, in other files .. so this leaves you craving her approval. 

(Girls have long told me that I am a quick learner. This is because I listen closely to what they say. Because they interest me. Because they fascinate me.)

In a similar way, each new page that I title gives me yet another point of reference to go on and continue building this thing .. build with a flawless sense coherent integrity .. which I gleaned from reading about the fundamental concepts of programming technology.

» Lilium Slips Inside My Soul

Along the lines of playing psycho-erotic games with girls .. this girl here, Lilium, she is one of the best .. at slipping ever so seductively inside your soul. Inside your mind. Inside your head.

If not thee best .. of the limited number of hypno-babes that I have checked out. Though personal preference would certainly come into play. This video has more than 3 million views.

You know .. I would be lyin' here if I said that her eyes didnt make me think of the wow girl.

The wow girl was Swedish. Lilium is Danish. Similar genetics.

» Her Eyes Suck You In

They both have those eyes .. the kind that are easy to fall into. The kind that suck you in.

Too easy, sometimes.

She must have a good quality camera and mic .. because you can hear her well even though she speaks at a low volume. And the images are great.

At one point, she whispers the word 'ever'. What a feeling. What a sensation. What a big effect from such a small thing.

I want to tell Lilium something that the Wow girl said to me. Almost in passing, while she was actually talking about something else, she said,

"You are actually an under-achiever. Sure, you have accomplished some cool stuff .. but you are actually capable of much more. I myself am an over-achiever, so I know. I make better use of my natural gifts and abilities than normal. You can do pretty much whatever you like .. with focused determination."

How would you feel if somebody said this to you? What if this was somebody who knew you intimately? What if this was somebody who had strolled up-n-down the quiet corridors of your soul?

What if you could hear clicking sound of her stilletos coming closer?

» The Good Kind of Mind-Fucking

For this next video, I feel compelled to offer a word of caution. You want to be ready when you begin this next one.

When I got done, I was like, "Wow .. I feel like I've been mind-fucked .. by this girl from Denmark with her impressive skillset."

This is the good kind of mind-fucking that I am talking about. I have been mind-fucked the bad way .. so I know the difference. Ariana knows what I am talking about.

You might want to burn a little incense first.

I wonder is she follows a script .. or if it is more of a freeform thing. Does she rehearse? Does she practice? Does she modify her approach over time?

» Kierkegaard was Born in Copenhagen (1813)

Kierkegaard was Danish. He was born in Copenhagen (1813-1855).

I resonate with Kierkegaard on a number of levels .. deep levels. Some of these levels go so far that you cannot see the end .. which suggests an eternal thing .. like the horizon on the ocean.

» Kicking Myself for Not Recognizing a Golden Wormhole

The singer-girl was the one who turned me onto Kierkegaard. Or at least she tried.

I am kicking myself now .. because this material contains insights into life and the living thereof .. that could have saved me much trouble along the way.

Or maybe I just wasnt ready for this type of information. I would certainly like to think that I was .. but I am not really sure that I was.

I am of the opinion that an introduction into the concepts and ideas behind the existentialists in general,

and Kierkegard in particular .. this is something that could well serve as a short-cut of sorts, almost like a wormhole ..

.. to places that I am not yet able to describe .. but would be within reach .. were these concepts presented early enough. Such as high-school.

Because these are things that normally take your whole life to figure out and understand. And by then, your ass is pretty worn out .. from learning all these expensive lessons.

I somehow feel that the immorality and corruption that has infected our government .. is making me crave an era of morality. I mean, the bar has been set so low. The Morality bar.

» The Momentary Eternity

I dont want to get into it right now .. but there was a moment or two there with the wow girl, at that gas station, after she had written her name on the palm of my hand with a click-pen that she pulled out of her shirt pocket.

And after I asked her if lefties were really more creative .. when she looked up into my eyes, standing kissably close ..

.. and I could see her searching my soul .. her eyes going back and forth a few times. This was also a momentary eternity. Totally unexpected.

There was a point, while I was watching her video, when I thought of that moment with the wow girl.

» The Sense of Real Presence Startled Me

I had to actually pause the video a few times the first time I watched it .. because it was freaking me out how real she became.

Taylor know what I am talking about.

It really does feel like she is right there with you. It totally messes with your head.

You must admit .. she does have hypnotic eyes. You kind of get sucked in .. before you even realize what is happening.

This experience is such a cranium-torquer. "How can it feel so real?" I catch myself wondering.

You really do come away from some of these ASMR hypno-videos .. with a sense that you have actually made contact with a beautiful soul.

This is a very cool thing.

» When there is Something About Their Voice that is Able to Bypass Your Defenses and Go Deep

Voice is very important in these types of things .. these ASMR videos. No? You need a pleasing voice.

There are other notable videos that she has produced .. and there are other channels that offer remarkable content ..

.. but there is something about her that works for me .. in a mind-blowing sort of way.

Check it out for yourself and you'll see what I mean.

» Government Mind-Control Programs

I wonder what these hypno-erotic girls think of this documentary (Dec 2018) on Soviet and American mind-control programs .. for the control of the masses.

Supposedly the Russians are the best at fucking with your mind (.. in the bad kind of way).

I bet that Sheryl Sandberg knows what I am talking about.

I always thought that hypnosis was fake. Carried out by paid performers. Perhaps this is why I have been so surprised with the results of my experiments.

» The Compelling Effects of Financial Dominance to Enforce Compliance and Total Submission

Here where I mention these secret government mind-control programs .. seems like a good place to mention the compelling effect of financial dominance. 

Money has long been used as a tool, as a way, as a method, to bring about a degree of compliance .. in those who wield less financial power than ourselves .. and over those who might happen to possess less financial power than we ourselves possess.

I could go in a million different directions from here .. but I am too smart for that.

I will simply note that such things .. where one person uses financial power to exercise a degree of control and dominance over another .. this happens every day, all over the globe.

It is a pervasive thing, and I am well-familiar with the dynamics .. from both ends .. from the positions of both financial dominance and also financial impoverishment.

» Commanding Your Full-n-Undivided Attention

These hypnotic ASMR tracks are not the kinds of things that you might play in the background .. while you work on other things. No, ma'am.

Rather, they seem to demand and command your full-n-undivided attention.

I was listening, for example, to Sophie Michelle while I was adding her image to » this page. I like to crank up the sense of authenticity .. much as I can.

Become the experience. Becomes the moment. Feel the sensations associated with the experience of the moment. Feel as much of it as you can.

I was doing okay listening to her in the background .. until about the halfway point. Beginning somewhere around t=15:45, it felt like she started to climb inside my head.

At which point I could no longer write .. or think about anything else .. than her and her voice and the things that she was saying .. saying to me.

Saying things to me and only to me. Saying such remarkable things .. that is feels impossible to look away.

The voice is my head said, "These are not tracks that you play in the background while you write. These tracks demand your full-n-undivided attention."

» Setting the Mood

I took a leisurely candlelit bath with Epsom salts, so I was nice-n-clean and relaxed. Then I dimmed the lights and burned a little incense for a minute or two .. to help set the mood.

Then I got properly medicated (just a little) .. before I climbed into bed with fresh, clean sheets and I started the video late at night.

I was definitely not expecting that. Her video reminds me of one of those prints that becomes 3-D as you stare at it for a while.

I like her. She has an interesting style, an interesting approach. She says things that strike my consciousness in a cool sort-of-way.

» My Shrink Says that Guided Meditation is a Valid Therapeutic Technique

A few days after I began to experiment with some of these files, I was walking around, thinking, "Wow, I feel surprisingly relaxed."

My sense of relaxation seems to vary .. based on a number of factors .. particularly those that seem out of my control.

But I was feeling good .. better than I had felt in a long time.

And I had an appointment with my shrink that day. Near the end of the hour (which seems to go by so fast) I told him about the hypno files to relax you, and asked if he thought this might be why I was feeling so chill .. despite multi serious life-stressors present in my life.

And he said, "Oh. yes .. totally. I have done guided meditations myself at another job I worked. They are totally valid techniques for dealing with many things. We can do that next time you come, if you'd like."

So he seemed to be saying that these files that I have been checking out are indeed likely to be the reason for my recent unexplainable sense of chillness.

» Mistresses of Psycho-Erotica Climb in Your Head So Vividly

Lilium does not do the super-erotic stuff .. though she has enough of an edge to keep you on your toes.

There are a number of them which seem to know how to slip inside my mind .. in an erotic and surprisingly realistic way.

Such as ShibbySays (.. who prefers to be called Domina). Her voice sometimes gets stern and demanding. Very convincing, if you ask me.

The default video posted on her main page is titled » My Sweet Boy (2016).

The 24-min video is not log-in protected .. so it is not considered too steamy for delicate ears who might perchance stumble upon it unawares.

Some of her files contain binaurals in the background .. which are different sounds in each ear which meet and collide in you brain, in your mind, that really help to loosen things up surprisingly well.

She says something like,

"I added these binaural sounds to this file special just for you. These sounds consist of a different frequency in each ear .. which meet and collide in the middle .. right in your brain .. to blow your mind .. so I can mind-fuck you better .. and more easily have my way with you. I want you totally under my control. You cannot imagine how good it feels for me to take total and complete control over you .. and have my way with you .. for as long as I like. For as long as I desire. For as long as I choose. Until you can't take any more. I almost feel jealous of you .. for the feelings and sensations that you are about to experience. I can feel this thing starting to take me .. this dominant thing. This dominant, irresistibly erotic thing. Oh, and this one feels surprisingly strong. You are going to really like this. I just hope that you can handle it .. because it feels so strong. Aggressively strong. This means that the dominant part of me really likes you. This means that you must represent a worthy challenge. Nothing makes me happier than a worthy challenge. I realize that I can be a lot to handle sometimes .. as a woman who possesses these strong, dominant tendencies. Only strong men are able to handle me. And you can count on the fingers of one hand the men who are able to handle me full-strength. Are you one of these men? Are you able to handle me full strength? Nothing would make me happier .. not right now, anyway. Not when I am feeling like this. Not when this thing takes me. Let me start you off slow and easy so as not to freak you out. Nice-n-easy. Just stay with me for as long as you can. As long as you are able. And if you are able to stay with me faithfully to the end .. to the very end .. then there will be reward waiting for you. I will be disappointed in you if you are not able to make it all the way to the very end .. but give it your best try. Try to handle me for as long as you can. I should probably warn you and let you know that the odds are against you. Only a small percentage of the finest warrior-types are able to endure my pleasure all the way to the end. But a persistent and dedicated application of my training regimen is designed to take you further in that direction. I hope you are ready for me .. because here we go. If you are still listening .. that means you are mine, Pet. You belong to me now. All of you. If you knew the surge of pleasure that rocks me and takes hold of me at the idea of slipping into something of your caliber. I have never seen anything the likes of you .. but one look tells me that this will be unlike anything I have ever experienced before. I have never taken a Ferrari for a test-drive before. You better get naked, Pet. I want you feeling vulnerable and exposed for this. I want you feeling like there's nowhere to hide. I want you feeling things that you have never felt before. Pause the file here and get naked for me .. and dont be slow about it, either. I am getting so fucking turned on right now, thinking of all the things I am going to do to you for the next twenty minutes or so .. that I can hardly stand myself."

And then the levels of the binaurals comes up and she begins. With this background buzzing in your brain.

I may be exaggerating here a little .. but not much. She definitely knows how to take you on a mind-trip. A psycho-erotic mind-trip .. to places that you did not even know existed.

» Strong Gaelic Accent

And there's also Aurelia .. with her strong, Gaelic accent .. Scottish or Irish, perhaps. (They can be difficult to tell apart.)

You can tell right away that she knows what she is talking about. She seems particularly well versed in her craft. In her skill-set. In her knowledge.

Her Gaelic accent has a beautiful lilting and lyrical quality to it. Her articulation is more precise than you will ordinarily find.

Her clearly and precisely articulated words play nicely off the amorphous psych-erotic paths that she leads you down. And some of the lines in some of her scripts are downright poetic.

She also has some non-erotic content that she offers, such as Deep Relaxation and Calming and Fall Asleep .. all posted within the last year ot two.

» Exploring Psycho-Erotic Realms by Complying with the Instructions of a Strong, but Caring, Dominant Woman

Of these non-erotic files (colored-coded blue) I found the one titled Compliance most interesting.

I couldnt help but wonder what effect such a file would have on people with control issues .. who grew up with a controlling parent.

Because such people normally have issues regarding submitting to authority figures. This is a big subject.

» The #1 Concept Repeatedly Drilled into My Head for Years by the Military

Verbatim compliance is the #1 thing that the military drills into your head repeatedly .. while they are training you how to operate one of their reactor plants .. on a nuclear submarine.

Verbatim compliance with procedures. They have a procedure for everything. There is even a procedure on how to use the toilet on a submarine .. when you need to take a crap.

You will do all of step #1 before you do any of step #2. You will do all of step #2 before you do any of step #3. You get the picture. The verbatim compliance picture.

So I know a thing of two about compliance.

» Mercilessly Triggering Deep Psycho-Erotic Sensors that You Didnt Even Know You Had

And there is Ember, who is probably the most effective for me .. of the limited number of psycho-erotic files that I have checked out.

Although this is the only Ember file. This was a very trippy experience. I could really feel all the things she was saying.

Or maybe I am just more susceptible to these suggestions than most people. Because I put my imagination to work on a regular basis.

When these ladies know how to say the exact right thing, at the exact right time, in the exact right way .. so that they somehow trigger deep erotic sensors .. that you didnt even know you had .. the effect this has on you is mind-blowingly sublime and oh so erotic.

And I won't even get into the atmosphere of intimacy that she creates.

You can sense her confidence in what she does. It feels like she is saying, "This is what I do .. I fuck with minds just like yours. You'll see what I mean. Just relax now and let me take control of your mind."

There is an air of submission that comes over you when they are able to take a degree of control by taking advantage of and activating these triggers.

This is why it feels like they know you better than yourself .. and like they are always one step ahead of you.

I would not say that this makes you afraid of them .. but it definitely evokes a sense of respect.

She begins by saying, "Hello Pet, my name is Ember. And you're about to lose your mind for me. Dont worry, I won't keep it forever."

» The Effects of Being Dominated By and Losing Control to a Dominant Woman

This section here, where I address this aspect of losing control .. to one degree or another .. to these dominant women .. who seem to understand the deeper psycho-erotic aspects of men even better than men know themselves ..

.. I find myself comparing their erotic approach with parts of Kierkegaard's philosophy ..which says that it is our » freedom-of-choice that produces an ever-present anxiety that people try to escape from .. in number different ways.

(Rihanna knows what I am talking about.)

» Kierkegaard Knows Why It Feels So Erotic to Lose Control to Strong, Dominant Women

Their waking life likely requires them to make one decision after another .. decisions for which they and only they are responsible.

Some decisions are bigger than others. Some decisions get no do-over. (Hillary knows what I am talking about.)

Some decisions even involve the notion of eternal salvation.

There are decisions required regarding the handling of personal relationships ..

They have probably made bad decisions in the past for which they paid dearly, and may still be paying for.

Who does not need an occasional break from the pressures associated with the demands of modern life?

I feel that strong men .. those who typically rise up the ranks in a professional organization .. I feel that these types of men would most benefit from the respite provided by these strong, dominant women ..

.. because this relieves them, albeit temporarily, from the pressures of having to make even a single decision.

It feels like you didnt even realize what kind of weight you have been carrying around .. until somebody takes that weight off your shoulders. You can't get this weight back even if you wanted to. (But you dont want to.)

I also feel that the continued deterioration of socioeconomic conditions in our world is another key factor that encourages a modern man to seek temporary escapist outlets.

This would suggest that these dominant women provide a temporary respite from this anxiety .. by removing freedom-of-choice.

» Nobody Decides What Things Turn Them On and Gets Them Going

If something does it for you in an erotic sort of way, then it does for you. And if it doesnt, then it doesnt. You cannot choose what does it for you. It either does or doesnt. No?

There was this one part where she is saying stuff like, "Feel this thing here .. feel the way it does so-n-so .. and how that makes you feel. Doesnt that feel fucking great?"

Perhaps it is just an optical illusion .. a very cool optical illusion and I want to do some more experiments along these lines .. but I am thinking, "Yes .. you're right. I can indeed feel exactly what you are saying."

I feel these things and then a second or two later, she will describe this sensation.

This is the part where I thought about that thing I wrote, way back on Page One .. where I attempted to answer the age-old question that men have been asking themselves for ages » "What makes a woman dangerous?"

And I noted how some women (aka dangerous women) always seem to be in your head and 1-step ahead, waiting there for you when you arrive at some unexpected insight, or idea, or curiosity. I am struggling to capture the gist of it.

But just note that I identified this quality as something I associate with a dangerous woman.

This does not mean that she a bad woman. But you need to approach her with more respect .. because, any girl who can get inside your head, and stay a step ahead of you, can fuck you up .. bigly, as they say in New York.

I can feel myself trying to figure it out .. how it works, how it feels so real .. so mind-blowingly real.

» Your Conscious Experience of Reality is a Mental Hallucination

Along these lines, check out this 17-min TED talk by Anil Seth titled » Your brain hallucinates your conscious reality (July 2017).

Food for thought. Interesting food. Perhaps this is why the ideas presented in these hypnotic psycho-erotic files bring such a startlingly realistic presence.

Here is another excellent video (1 hour) by a professor of Theoretical Physics at Cambridge (Feb 2017).

Which also suggests that our conscious experience of reality aint what it seems.

This is one of the reasons why these erotic hypnotic files produce such surprisingly realistic sensations.

After you finish watching Anil's TEDx talk, to better prepare yourself for the erotic mind-fucking that you are about to receive .. from a strong, confident, dominant woman ..

.. who loves nothing better than fucking with your mind, and taking you to places that you didnt even know existed ..

.. after you finish watching that, then listen to one of the erotic files and see if that dont put a pleasant torque on your cranium. On your coconut.

» The Hypnotic Effects of a Seductive Voice Whispering Erotic Instructions Deep in Your Ear

I think it has something to do with the voice .. at least for me it does. I need to be able to trust the person.

I cannot be slutty and have sex with just anybody. Even when I tried and wanted to .. I couldnt. So, hey .. know thyself. That's what I always say.

Know both your strengths and your weaknesses .. both your assets and your liabilities. Take your head out of the sand .. do it now. Before it's too late.

» Exploring New Realms for the Existential Experience

You know .. the practice of using yourself as a guinea pig of sorts .. to explore new worlds, new realms .. there is a downside associated with this method of inquiry .. into this thing we call life.

But I can confirm that you do indeed learn things that you can learn no other way.

If nothing else, and even if you get your ass kicked along the way .. at least you will come out the other side being able to speak to this thing with some authority and some firsthand insights .. and maybe even a good story or two.

» Expanding Our World by Experiencing One New Realm After Another

Much of life could be viewed as a collection of experiences that broaden and expand our world, our universe .. where we continually discover new realms that we didnt even know existed .. but which we are grateful for having found.

And for the souls we met there, and came to know there .. and maybe even become intimate with there in these new realms.

I am talking about the kind of intimacy that embraces the sexual, but also seems to transcend it.

Regarding these hypno files, where they employ various techniques and strategies that are designed to relax you, and trance you out .. I dont have any problems falling asleep. (Rather it is the getting up parts that sometimes gives me trouble.)

I have endeavored, ever since treatment, I have endeavored to rest as fully and completely as I possibly can .. at least once a day.

I can verify that these files do indeed relax you very nicely. Surprisingly well.

» An ENTRANCE Requiring a Key to a Locked Door and a HANDLE to Work with this Thing

Perhaps I am simply being quirky here .. but I feel like I need two things in order to write about topics such as this. I need an entrance into these things .. and I need a handle to work with (these tricky topic).

The entrance into such places usually requires a key that is in the possession of a woman's woman.

The handle is sort of like the perspective from which you approach this thing, this topic, this subject, this thing that can be challenging to address or talk or write about.

It is not an easy thing to describe, but I know when I have it .. because I can feel myself working it properly and not in an unauthentic way which feels awkward to me.

Whatever the case, it feels like these girls have given me both. I can feel my gratitude for them. Whenever girls open doors for me into certain realms of writing .. and they give me a handle to work from .. how can you not appreciate such creatures?

» A Similar Representative Image on Both Pages

And I won't even mention the image that they used for the track .. which bears a strikingly resemblance to another image that we both know and love:

The eye that Mia used could be any color, I guess .. but, of course, it is blue. Both eyes, Taylor's and the Duality eye .. use graphics-generated visual enhancements in the iris.

Since the eyes are the windows of the soul, then these high-tech real-time functions suggests that a powerful thing lies behind those eyes.

Friend or foe? Who goes there? .. you with the quantum-servo soul-penetrating contact lenses.

And it suggests that next-generation technology is the way in which we are making intimate contact right now .. strange as that might seem. But it definitely feels that way .. does it not? Or is it just me?

All of these curiosities are probably merely coincidence .. but my intuition tells me that these psycho-erotic mistresses are fucking with me. On purpose.

» Seasons of Curious Coincidences

From time to time, I seem to go through these seasons where curious coincidences seem to pop up all over the place. I am having one of these times right now.

I wish that I could tell you what they mean .. but I can't. And these things usually (not always) seems to involve sexy super-hotties.

» Exploring Erotic Realms with Beautiful Creatures

I would be lyin' if I said that I wasnt interested in the things contained in this track titled Duality.

Dare I click the PLAY button? Am I scared? I'll never tell.

The track is 23 minutes long. That's a long time in erotic land .. where time has a way of slowing down, and might even come to a complete stop.

An erotically savvy and experienced woman can take you to another universe in 23 minutes. Easily.

Or she can take you down into depths of your soul that you did not even know were there .. places both calming and exhilarating.

And here they are ganging-up to tag-team your ass. They are bringing an organized, multi-prong strategy to deal with you.

I should probably do 10 or 15 push-ups right now .. to get in shape before I click the PLAY button.

I should probably get properly medicated first.

I should probably burn a little incense, too .. for a minute or two.

» Striking an Erotic Cord in Another Erotic Creature

Others can sometimes strike a cord in us .. that affects us in a way that we did not anticipate .. with an effect that surprises us with its strength and persistence.

While walking around I sometimes catch myself thinking about something that I had heard someone say or read somewhere.

I do not try to think about these things .. but, for some reason, they are speaking to me.

Anyway .. the idea of a strong, confident, powerful, smart, sexy woman challenging a man to a game of whatever ..

.. this is not for the faint of heart .. because some games are more challenging than others.

[ What do you think, Tay, about the way I took some images from your video and wove them into my narrative here ..

.. about the idea of a man accepting a challenge from a strong, confident, powerful, dominant woman .. in a playful game of psycho-erotic imagination?

It goes well, I feel, with the theme behind your song. Surprisingly well.

This page has grown large. I should stop writing here until I break it up. This page will become many smaller pages. ]

What are the stakes? Certainly not peanuts.

» Learning Erotic Secrets from the Ladies

I will be the first to admit that many of the coolest and most remarkable things that I have ever learned .. I learned from a woman.

And even from some women who had retained a number of child-like features. But that's another story.

I have also learned some of the saddest things from a woman. So the man must choose carefully.

» Visualization Helps Lay the Track for the Imaginary to Become Real

There are a number of topics to explore here on our journey into psycho-erotic realms. But one of the primary topics would definitely be the concept of » visualization.

Entire courses exist on the topic of visualization .. but it is basically the process of forming (usually on a regular basis) images in your mind by consciously employing your imagination on purpose.

Your goal during visualization is to imagine the final outcome as fully and completely as possible.

In your mind you want to smell the freshly-brewed coffee at the coffee shop. You want to be able to feel the texture of the trophy in your hand. You want to hear the roar of the crowd in the stadium .. and their screams of delight.

As the days and weeks pass, you want to imagine yourself with these things in a progressively fuller way.

With me, it seems to be more of a function of simply letting my imagination go wherever it feels inclined to go.

When the spark (or thunderbolt) of inspiration strikes .. you can go a long ways in a relatively short period.

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